SO HAPPY

Can you be so blissfully happy and exhausted and sad (about going back to work) all at the same time??

I cannot imagine life without this baby. She is sunshine and light and sweetness and God's greatest thing ever.....He made her so perfect and then gave her to us....it's more than I can stand really.

She is such a happy girl, she smiles and everyone is enchanted. The sparkle in her eye when she smiles - you know she means it....she is just happy for being. This morning she was awake and lying there. It's 5:30 (yuck) and I looked over at her. She is wide awake and looks at me and grins with the biggest gummy grin and my heart just melted. It takes everything in my not to burst out with pride and joy. She has found her hands and chews on them, found her toes and stares at them (those will be the next in her mouth if she figures out how) and she is talking constantly with the cutest coos....whole conversations mind you. She sings with us and especially like Johnny Cash Ring of Fire----who knew? Maybe her birthmother saw the movie a bunch of times - ????

I could go on and on and usially do but I'm sorry I have not had too much time to write....will try to be better.

GOD IS SO GOOD