No More Christmas

I am taking down our Christmas tree tonight. The ornaments have been off for weeks but T likes to turn on the lights and look at it at night... I told him the neighbors are going to see it in the window and think we are either crazy or lazy......It's sad to take it down though. It's so dark in our house and it provides such a nice light. We contimplated leaving it up and decorating for each holiday....that was short lived (remember what i said about the neighbors).

I thought by now we would have at least a lead on a mother and have a child on it's way. This process is long and tedious. The wait could drive people crazy. At least before it was a 2 week wait then a let down for the next two - like a roller coaster----this is just waiting.................