It's already Thursday, time goes by so fast! I talked to the agency today because i hadn't heard from them in so long. Our case worker had told me that it would be two weeks and it's been SO long i was beginning to worry. She said they have 7 babies in forster care right now and things are pretty crazy. She said she would put a priority sticker on it and have the commitee look at it and send out the profile information so we could start working on it. It's something that i want to happen right away, a long time from now or maybe just something i dream about. Our lives will be so different that i am having a little anxiety (i HATE change).....but i know i love children and babies and even though i cannot imagine us with a child of our own i am praying that it will happen. I never, as a child, pictured myself with my own children or a family---i wonder what that's all about? Never really pictured myself as married and that happened so.......