No One Believes Me

No one believes that i am actually shy. I hate meeting new people unless they do most of the talking or my dear hubby is with me. He can charm the skin off a snake. He talks to everyone - store clerks, janitors, people on the street....anyone. I will walk away at a store to try on something and when i get back he has the whole background information on the sales girl. He will probably be in the middle of telling her his life story when i return and i'll interupt to pay for an item and drag him out. I, on the other hand like being alone. I like observing from afar. I wonder why that is....i guess i always feel more comfortable as the outsider. People don't believe i'm shy because i act and sing. What they don't understand is there is no real interaction with anyone. It's an observation of them while i am acting or singing. I still get to observe from afar and not get personal.
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I do love to act - dress up and be whoever i want to be. I can actually be fun and interesting, mean, dumb and sometimes even funny. I watch people do what they do - guess a little bit about them and never have to share anything of myself. I do what i do and then go home.....no relationships there.