In the mail yesterday i recieved the last form i need to turn in the second application.....why am i hesitating? As i brushed my teeth this morning i was thinking about having a baby in the background, i guess i'm starting to let myself think about it.

At my senior meeting yesterday Jim kept asking me if i needed money....for the 10th time....pushing me....$100, $1000, $10,000? "Come on, i have so much money and i don't have anything to do with it?" ----how hard it was to bite my tongue! i just say "everyone needs money Jim, i would never ask you for it though"....i hope it's not God that keeps trying to give me money and i keep refusing!