Tony talked about me "staying home" this morning. I have thought long and hard about this and wish i could do both. I love my job and it's very difficult to find one of these jobs - there are like less than 10 of these positions in the city and most of the people who hold them have been around for 15 years or more- and they aren't going anywhere anytime soon - most retire from the job.. I couldn't just walk away and come back to it in a few years. I'm at a loss on what to do. If i won the lottery the problem would be solved. Tony would take seminary classes and be a stay at home dad and i would work part time doing exactly what i'm doing. We need to be rich! Everyone dreams for that i guess - they think their troubles would then be over. Most of the time that's when the real trouble starts. I guess we cross that bridge when we come to it - I leave it in God's hands.
Still don't know much about the baby - 3/4 latino, 1/4 caucasian. She cannot keep the baby though - that's almost a definite. One step at a time.